Bismillah Ehrehmaan Niraheem,
She sat humming –
perched against the side of the star
she had been placed upon –
swinging her feet from side to side,
with the beat of the nightly,
mysterious croak.
It was cold –
she thought –
she inhaled slowly and then
slowly exhaled warm air
on to her bare arms.
One of her plaits had come undone –
she pulled out the white ribbon and–
attempted at redoing it.
She was failing miserably –
her hair had never come as lose as it had tonight –
she wondered how she had managed to do it the first time.
I don’t see why you’re trying –
it won’t hold anymore.
The voice had startled her –
making her hand tremble –
a gust of cold air lifted the white silk from her palm and carried it to wherever it had been directed to go –
which was clearly away from her.
it had been a while since Soul had spoken to anyone – let a lone a boy.
Who are you?
its about time you heard me.
What did he mean by that?
Well it means, just what I said –
I’ve been talking to you for so long –
it’s about time you took notice again.
who else would I speak to –
someone else’s Soul?
what was he talking about?
who was he and?
how long has he been speaking to me for?
you know –
I never grow tired of reminding you who I am –
you are after all mine.
Reminding me?
his?
Well, Soul –
in answer to your previous question –
# makes a royal horn sound #
# laughs #
I am Mate –
And I’ve been speaking to you –
for –
I don’t know how long –
from the point when you stopped hearing me.
How do you know I’m even on this star –
It’s the wait –
Being patient is not your strongest asset –
I’ve been waiting too –
Don’t do that, Soul –
Are you alright?
You know what would have happened if you had fallen –
I forgot him?
but that’s preposterous?
I think I would remember someone who was sharing a star with me.
How do you know I’m even on this star –
it’s because –
this is all familiar to you, Soul –
deep down you know I’ve been here all along.
He was right –
I knew he was here, with me –
on this star –
but how could I have forgotten he was here?
It’s the wait –
the wait drives everyone to forget –
even me.
He had forgotten me too?
but how?
I mean we’re right next to each other.
Soul –
I get impatient and forget too –
but not as much as you –
soon you’ll stop hearing me.
How could anyone wait?
it had been so long –
even time could not place a time
she had been waiting, it seemed like forever.
just as long as you –
when it is Willed –
then we will be together.
And how much longer would that be?
just a peek –
a slight glimpse of him –
surely then –
she would never forget again.
stay perched against the star –
look we’re leaning on the same side –
is that not enough –
you know I’m here, Soul –
I’ve always been here –
Soul I told you –
SOUL!
She –
of course did not listen –
and as she tried to peak on to the other side of the star –
she fell in to the night.
But Mate was no fool –
he had anticipated this –
long before the idea had sprung in to Soul’s mind –
he was after all her mate.
He peeled the star from –
beneath his feet –
like a cheese string –
and with this –
he created a rope –
which held Soul –
from her feet –
and stopped her falling in to the abyss.
how many times are you going to do this, Soul –
you’re going to have to hang again –
until the star is Told to pull you back up again.
Look –
I’m as real as you are –
why do you have to see me –
you know I’m here –
in time –
the side of the star that separates us, will melt –
then you can see me –
but not until He wills it –
be patient.
you would have landed on someone else’s star –
and been with someone who was not your Mate –
Soul, please, I beg you –
be patient –
we will be together, eternally.
Let us first prove our devotion to Him –
He will unite us –
He made me –
and then you from me –
remember Him –
and stop looking in to the night so much –
it makes you forget Him –
and with it –
me.
She hung from a star –
How she had gotten there –
She had no idea.
With only one half of her hair plaited –
And the other half remained untied and untidy –
She had been staring so deeply in to the night
from the moment she had fallen- -
She could not recollect the events
that had transpired before.
She must have dropped her ribbon –
and in trying to catch it –
must have fallen –
or something –
Mashallah its really deep. Its deep because it clearly means something to you. A lot.
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Your writing has a brilliantly unique style of its own - deep, intense, fulfilling and almost therapeutic. Thanks for sharing, pleasure to read.
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Thank you so much for the positive feedback...I have kinda been neglecting my writing lately... there is lots to post but I have not been very self motivated to string together all the epiphanies to create another poem-blog (a bloem, lol)! Once I return from China I shall :D
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