Be, and it is

You Decreed it

I accepted it.

Then I didn't,

Becoming dissatisfied.

You sent me signs,

and I buried my head

Right in the ground,

Clinging to my interpretation,

Refusing to see the truth.

As I cradled my head

in the midst of memories,

I decreed to myself that it was to be...

It needed to be.

As days went by,

I indulged in this,

Living for something else

And not for You,

But You did not waver in Your Compassion,

Pouring Your Mercy.

Your Kindness was unfaltering,

And so I prayed for acceptance 
of Your Decree,

Kun Fa Ya Koon!

All my heart, with all its faults stands in awe when You save me. And for this I will never love the way I love You.